so now i'm sitting in mcD at the MC aka MS yer itik?? currently being surrounded by: dpan ak sorg girl nigga shit... 6 oclock 2 girls eating facing wach other, 8 oclock direction 2 young maybe school girl.. kinda hot and keep smiling to me when i looked in her direction.. damn... what the hell. the girls are both clothes and wore the same baju kurung... haha... btw... after few failed attempts on connecting to the internet i managed to get connected(if not i will not be writing this blog) i felt stupid kinda cuz on9 in the mcD and alone... fuck.. BUT.. my intention of on9 as soon as possible is to read meor a.k.a senat's blogpost... rumours going on in the campus bout his blog and i never had a private moment 2 slowly read his post... what makes me really want to read his post is after listening to itik's verbal comment on his post... i dunno what to comment after reading his post.. i rather do not read it at all.. to me.. everyone got their own problems it just a matter of how we handle it... btw.. lets face it.. meor is not one in a kind cases we've seen a lot of psyshos out there and ppl with more problem out there. but its not we all turn to suicidal.. ask your self dear readers.. do you have any problems?? dark secrets that you wouldnt even want to think about?? we do have problem.. no matter who you are.. to others may see your problem as small.. but because we ARE living in different situation and diff porblems will cause diff effects on us.. we all have problems... there is always a solution.. to me (pliss everyone who knew me) i know i am not a religious person... ak mmg x ikot semua ajaran agama (i dun deny) BUT.. ALLAH always there for each of us no matter how bad we are we are still here because of nikmat allah.. sedangkan nikmat yang allah beri sekiranya dijadikan semua air di dunia ini dakwat dan semua pokok di dunia pena.. maka x akan cukup untuk menulis semua nikmat ALLAH di dunia ini.... MASYAALLAH.. kita harus kembali kepadanya what ever problem we had.. no matter how hard.. ALLAH syangkan kita semua... ALLAH maha pengampun dan sentiasa memberi nikmat kepada kita.. x kira siapa kita.. kita harus percaye yakin kepadanya kenapa?? KITA ORG ISLAM!!!! ALLAH MAHA BESAR... KITA CUME HAMBA YANG LEMAH sentiase perlu petunjuk dan hidayah daripadnya.. seteruk mana pun masalh...itu semua ujian ALLAH.. kite msti yakin dan tabah dan percaya kepada nya.... LIFE SUCKS UNFAIR!!! BUT IT STILL GOOD!!!!! we havent seen enough for us to die... ape lagi bunuh diri.... kenarake sesiape yg bunuh diri.. sanggup ke kite tinggal di dalam nerake for all eternity repeting the moment we suicide over and over again?? dimana rukun iman kalau tidak percaye semua itu?? if u pray?? and what do you think while yuou praying?? u have to think for yourself.. ak bukan org kuat agame... ak bnyk salah silap.. ak tau i am a sinner... ak tau bnyk perlu ak terima di dalam kubur semasa disoal... u all know better than me... i am just saying what i felt.. i dunno what to say bout meor's case anymore.. if u still want to suicide!! dun trouble other people.. find a suitble place just go clean... u make other people suffer more than u did.. ur own roomate.. KO, DANNY, MT blok, RAOUF(u r a good fren), AM, KHALIS, lectures, ur gf, bella, and everyone who know you... but nothng copare to ur PARENTS!!! ur mom who carried u for 9 month!!!! give birth to you!!!! take care of you!!! no matter teruk mane x cukup kasih syang ke ape shit, but u never make it to 18 years old if not becus of them... ENOUGH!!!!!
ok now lets talk bout sumthng else..
I MISSED ABG KO!!!!! take care of ur grandma cuz if u r in somewhere else while she needs you (you know what i mean) u will regret it the whole of ur life abg.... other than that MUETS SUCKS!!!! fuck the system.. what the hell we only into the dewan when ppl started liao.. FUCK YOU!!!! FUCK YOUR SPEAKERS!!!! FUCK YOU AGAIN!!!!
special thanks: (only recent for recent even k)
itik: anta ak ke MC... thanks bro..
wan long: bnyak bercerita ngan ak... relaks long... kite usaha tuhan yg tentukan..
danny: spending time with me... sorri x dpat ganti... T_T
abah: men big 2 mlm td best giler bai...
madi: haha.. x tau ape nk ckp... just thanks bro u r a great fren...
izuln sukbean: thanks for the memories..
yoe: lagu bad romance haha
jupi: x pnah bosan sembang ngan ko..
x suke ke suke ke blog ak peduli ape ak.. ak tulis ape ak rase.. blog ak.. leave a comment...
Monday, November 9, 2009
Tuesday, November 3, 2009
still no title... just writing what is on my mind...
so today(now 1.30 am) i will be going bacm 2 uitm at 11.00 am... my bus from ti straight to malacca... i cant wait 2 see both my abg long n abg ngah there.... i hope they will be there though i am sure bout danny but i dunno but abg KO... zzzzz speaking bout KO... that day he is in a bad mood... unti l today i dunno if there is any improvement... i think he should be orite.. i dunno if he is angry with me..bt i hope no cuz i dun think i've done anythng serious though... erm, so the sem break is like fuck.. boring like hell...
lesen 3rd and final trial!!!
i passed!!!! yay... fuck.. i paid my motor licence as if i am taking another car or maybe GDL.. fucker... but at least i passed... yesterday evening i get my licence officially at the akak lesen.. she said pasni x jumpe lar farid dah.... lesen dah kuar x de lar nak dtg sini... i notice she was quite sad when she spoke that... zzzzz... i like that akak so much.. she's nice and very efficient in doing her job...
and ya and a couple days (friday)ago i met my old boss at the mosque during jumaat prayer.. we had a small talk and i asked him if he got katering the same moment he is offering me a job... haha.. what a coincidence... so the time was set, i was to be at the kantin at 3pm.. wearing my uniform tshirt, jeans, selipar haha... so i started work.. bout 5 new workers... and 1 new makcik tukanf masak... fuck i hate her mouth... talks too much... feels like stuffing my fist into her big fat mouth... that nite though she brought her daughter to help... fuck her daughter was cute... sorry to say i wouldnt want a mother in law like that.. nice too see nice too hold... once you buy it ur dead.. haha.... btw, i was fucking exhausted... we worked till 3 am.. cus we had to wash all the pinggan mankuk hayun periuk bla2... it is very tiring too because we had to do katering hidang not buffet for 200 ppl.. shit.. so many lauk yet pay so little.. i pity my boss.. HE IS A VERY GOOD MAN!!! generous kind hearted to anyone... i am sometimes touched by the way he treat ppl.. so after working. i went to the 7e... fuck.. i wanted to kaco this cashier.. she likes to flirt.... i wish she is fuckable.. haha... btw.. i bought red bull sadly she was not there.. and yesterday i went to kantin again just to chit chat with my frens currently working there and the makcik and boss. haha.. he paid me.. i already forgot bout the salary cus it was fun working wit him.. he paid me 50.. a lot considering this is teluk intan *norm is 20-30 katering pay*, io only work from 3pm not the whole day.. but when i asked him why too much, his replies mintak halal pe2 yer farid.. (i supposed 2 say that).. erm i said biase 30 jer bang asal bnyk lak.... saye tlg je diorg bnyk wat kejer (the 2 current canteen worker) he said nvm u r studying... thanks boss.. back at the kantin his wife cooked me nasi goreng special.. haha... she knows i love her nasi goreng since the day i worked there, haha... thanks kak.. i missed my old days.. working wit my bestfren hasif.. (speaking of asep)
last weekend he called me telling that he will be at home.. i was like?? aik mule2 kate x blik*he told me in ym* but i was looking forward of lepak with him... but sadly.. he got things to do and hanging out with his poli friends... i was haihh.. biut at least with all his things he still managed to come to my house at the saturday.. at around one.. he came just to talk to me.. huhu... i was happy to see him but sad cant spend time together.... damn i missed my old days...
cancel jumpe member lame...
we planned to meet but suddnly one of them got a relative who passed away.. postponed... but then she told me she wouldnt be around at evening.... so we had to gather in the morng.. damn raining that morning so i went to work at canteen*katering*
suddenly my other friends asked me can i come?? i was like WHAT THE FUCK?? she said she wouldnt be around in the evening so i set that time to work... but then she already planned for movies.. great... wouldnt even text me... thanks frens... u all are fucker.. damn u all (exp ema.. she is innocent)
yada2 yada2... i am still cant be botherd to talk to them... if it is so hard to gather what supposed to be best frens let it be.... i couldnt careless... go down 6 feet under....
wednesday... 2.05 am..
lesen 3rd and final trial!!!
i passed!!!! yay...
and ya and a couple days (friday)ago i met my old boss at the mosque during jumaat prayer.. we had a small talk and i asked him if he got katering the same moment he is offering me a job... haha.. what a coincidence... so the time was set, i was to be at the kantin at 3pm.. wearing my uniform tshirt, jeans, selipar haha... so i started work.. bout 5 new workers... and 1 new makcik tukanf masak... fuck i hate her mouth... talks too much... feels like stuffing my fist into her big fat mouth... that nite though she brought her daughter to help... fuck her daughter was cute... sorry to say i wouldnt want a mother in law like that.. nice too see nice too hold... once you buy it ur dead.. haha.... btw, i was fucking exhausted... we worked till 3 am.. cus we had to wash all the pinggan mankuk hayun periuk bla2... it is very tiring too because we had to do katering hidang not buffet for 200 ppl.. shit.. so many lauk yet pay so little.. i pity my boss.. HE IS A VERY GOOD MAN!!! generous kind hearted to anyone... i am sometimes touched by the way he treat ppl.. so after working. i went to the 7e... fuck.. i wanted to kaco this cashier.. she likes to flirt.... i wish she is fuckable.. haha... btw.. i bought red bull sadly she was not there.. and yesterday i went to kantin again just to chit chat with my frens currently working there and the makcik and boss. haha.. he paid me.. i already forgot bout the salary cus it was fun working wit him.. he paid me 50.. a lot considering this is teluk intan *norm is 20-30 katering pay*, io only work from 3pm not the whole day.. but when i asked him why too much, his replies mintak halal pe2 yer farid.. (i supposed 2 say that).. erm i said biase 30 jer bang asal bnyk lak.... saye tlg je diorg bnyk wat kejer (the 2 current canteen worker) he said nvm u r studying... thanks boss.. back at the kantin his wife cooked me nasi goreng special.. haha... she knows i love her nasi goreng since the day i worked there, haha... thanks kak.. i missed my old days.. working wit my bestfren hasif.. (speaking of asep)
last weekend he called me telling that he will be at home.. i was like?? aik mule2 kate x blik*he told me in ym* but i was looking forward of lepak with him... but sadly.. he got things to do and hanging out with his poli friends... i was haihh.. biut at least with all his things he still managed to come to my house at the saturday.. at around one.. he came just to talk to me.. huhu... i was happy to see him but sad cant spend time together.... damn i missed my old days...
cancel jumpe member lame...
we planned to meet but suddnly one of them got a relative who passed away.. postponed... but then she told me she wouldnt be around at evening.... so we had to gather in the morng.. damn raining that morning so i went to work at canteen*katering*
suddenly my other friends asked me can i come?? i was like WHAT THE FUCK?? she said she wouldnt be around in the evening so i set that time to work... but then she already planned for movies.. great... wouldnt even text me... thanks frens... u all are fucker.. damn u all (exp ema.. she is innocent)
yada2 yada2... i am still cant be botherd to talk to them... if it is so hard to gather what supposed to be best frens let it be.... i couldnt careless... go down 6 feet under....
wednesday... 2.05 am..
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