meet again

so now i'm sitting in mcD at the MC aka MS yer itik?? currently being surrounded by: dpan ak sorg girl nigga shit... 6 oclock 2 girls eating facing wach other, 8 oclock direction 2 young maybe school girl.. kinda hot and keep smiling to me when i looked in her direction.. damn... what the hell. the girls are both clothes and wore the same baju kurung... haha... btw... after few failed attempts on connecting to the internet i managed to get connected(if not i will not be writing this blog) i felt stupid kinda cuz on9 in the mcD and alone... fuck.. BUT.. my intention of on9 as soon as possible is to read meor a.k.a senat's blogpost... rumours going on in the campus bout his blog and i never had a private moment 2 slowly read his post... what makes me really want to read his post is after listening to itik's verbal comment on his post... i dunno what to comment after reading his post.. i rather do not read it at all.. to me.. everyone got their own problems it just a matter of how we handle it... btw.. lets face it.. meor is not one in a kind cases we've seen a lot of psyshos out there and ppl with more problem out there. but its not we all turn to suicidal.. ask your self dear readers.. do you have any problems?? dark secrets that you wouldnt even want to think about?? we do have problem.. no matter who you are.. to others may see your problem as small.. but because we ARE living in different situation and diff porblems will cause diff effects on us.. we all have problems... there is always a solution.. to me (pliss everyone who knew me) i know i am not a religious person... ak mmg x ikot semua ajaran agama (i dun deny) BUT.. ALLAH always there for each of us no matter how bad we are we are still here because of nikmat allah.. sedangkan nikmat yang allah beri sekiranya dijadikan semua air di dunia ini dakwat dan semua pokok di dunia pena.. maka x akan cukup untuk menulis semua nikmat ALLAH di dunia ini.... MASYAALLAH.. kita harus kembali kepadanya what ever problem we had.. no matter how hard.. ALLAH syangkan kita semua... ALLAH maha pengampun dan sentiasa memberi nikmat kepada kita.. x kira siapa kita.. kita harus percaye yakin kepadanya kenapa?? KITA ORG ISLAM!!!! ALLAH MAHA BESAR... KITA CUME HAMBA YANG LEMAH sentiase perlu petunjuk dan hidayah daripadnya.. seteruk mana pun masalh...itu semua ujian ALLAH.. kite msti yakin dan tabah dan percaya kepada nya.... LIFE SUCKS UNFAIR!!! BUT IT STILL GOOD!!!!! we havent seen enough for us to die... ape lagi bunuh diri.... kenarake sesiape yg bunuh diri.. sanggup ke kite tinggal di dalam nerake for all eternity repeting the moment we suicide over and over again?? dimana rukun iman kalau tidak percaye semua itu?? if u pray?? and what do you think while yuou praying?? u have to think for yourself.. ak bukan org kuat agame... ak bnyk salah silap.. ak tau i am a sinner... ak tau bnyk perlu ak terima di dalam kubur semasa disoal... u all know better than me... i am just saying what i felt.. i dunno what to say bout meor's case anymore.. if u still want to suicide!! dun trouble other people.. find a suitble place just go clean... u make other people suffer more than u did.. ur own roomate.. KO, DANNY, MT blok, RAOUF(u r a good fren), AM, KHALIS, lectures, ur gf, bella, and everyone who know you... but nothng copare to ur PARENTS!!! ur mom who carried u for 9 month!!!! give birth to you!!!! take care of you!!! no matter teruk mane x cukup kasih syang ke ape shit, but u never make it to 18 years old if not becus of them... ENOUGH!!!!!

ok now lets talk bout sumthng else..
I MISSED ABG KO!!!!! take care of ur grandma cuz if u r in somewhere else while she needs you (you know what i mean) u will regret it the whole of ur life abg.... other than that MUETS SUCKS!!!! fuck the system.. what the hell we only into the dewan when ppl started liao.. FUCK YOU!!!! FUCK YOUR SPEAKERS!!!! FUCK YOU AGAIN!!!!


special thanks: (only recent for recent even k)
itik: anta ak ke MC... thanks bro..
wan long: bnyak bercerita ngan ak... relaks long... kite usaha tuhan yg tentukan..
danny: spending time with me... sorri x dpat ganti... T_T
abah: men big 2 mlm td best giler bai...
madi: haha.. x tau ape nk ckp... just thanks bro u r a great fren...
izuln sukbean: thanks for the memories..
yoe: lagu bad romance haha
jupi: x pnah bosan sembang ngan ko..



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